Who force me to update?

Megan: ei Rach, why ar, u write blog like doing homework like that one?
Me: huh? what?
Megan: Like every entries very rush like that, feel like people pik (force) u to blogging like that.
Me: Mana ada!
Megan: U balik read and see, almost every opening of ur blogs since u got back to malaysia starting with bei shong (not happy) neh!
Me: Ur head la! I don't have lo!
Megan: Have!
Me: Don't have!
Megan: Die la u.
Me: Die also DON'T HAVE!

I feel i don't have, although most of my readers answered me "yes".

See, at least this blog i start with a very very very peaceful opening, right?

Well have too many things to update but i have too little photos, i was considering seriously to have a new mobile phone with a high pixel build-in camera. But everytime think bout the debt... aihhzz... better let my little SE Z520I stay with me till it's last ring.

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Well, Xmas of 2008.

Have my Xmas celebration with my colleague, this is the brand new experience which celebrating my Xmas not with my family, my friends, my churchmates, but my colleague with working with them for 3 months.

I was remember once Pei Ying told me that, working in this company will make you feel time is passing fast, of course because of busy and the freaking full schedule, also because of the tight relationship between each of the people in the office.

What i must say is, I'm really lucky that i have the oppprtunity to start my career in this company, which really being nice to me and willing to teach me a lot of things, gave me a lot of care whenever i feel really down due on my grandma leaving.

In this Xmas, Mr. Yeo and Tania as well as Nian Nian went to Taiwan for working + visited Tania family, they were coming back by 24 of Dec, which is Xmas eve, few of us plan them a surprise gatherine and dinner to welcome the family and also Tania's mum back in Malaysia. We had a very good and warm time. A simple gatherine in a brand new place (the power of Mei!), Make me feel the astmosphere of Xmas very much!

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Have another gatherine with Ivan, Jenn and Griza Lee~, yet Zoe couldn't join us cause of a mystery reason. I went for dinner with Ivan before the Xmas gatherine. As usual, we were still arguing on small small things, he was laughing on my poor English and I was laughing on his poor Mandarin.

Exchange Xmas gift, enjoyed yummy dinner and Big Apple donuts, planning for trips, talking bout working stories. I realised relax and happy could be as easy as a simple gatherine like this. Thanks all of u to bring me a wonderful Xmas :-)

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Notice what's belong to me in this picture?

Not my brother, but my BACKPACK~!!

Jeff leaving to National Service, and he's the very lucky one, among 10++ of his friends who went to NS, he's the only one sent to Sarawak.

Jeff always my mum's little baby, she is pampering him very much. What if i told u guyz, my brother never do any housework before, even not washing his own dishes, not keeping his own room, not doing anything and everything.

My mum went mad when she knows her baby going to leave her to Sarawak for 3 months, she imagines that Sarawak is farer than UK (yes i'm complaining). She prepare everything including underwares for Jeff, want him to brings everythings even his own blanket to the camp. I bet if the government allow, my mum will follow him to be his maid. I bet with my hair!

Anyway Jeff wasn't that childish, he's not feeling good being pamper abnormally by my mum, he did trying to be independent like working as part time waiters in restaurant last time. My whole family excepting my mum are pretty support my brother to join the camp in Sarawak, although my mum keep yelling either one of us to apply for changing camp to nearer place.

Except supporting Jeff with money, i let him to use my da BB (my backpack!), although he's really rude in using anything. Hope he'll be alright and learn to be a MAN!

take care bro :-)

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Random photo of Cookie. Everytime i coming back late, or going to work in the early morning. Cookie is the only one in my family who will waiting in front of the gate. He has pair of good ear, he can recognized my car engine sound from far away, everytime i park my car and looking to my home, Cookie must be looking at me as well with waving his tail, and smilling with me.

Then he'll follow my butt and stepping into my living room (as well as mum is not in the living room area), looking at me, sometime with his toy as well, wanting me sit on the floor to play with him, or juz simply holding my leg, and sleep on it as the photo show.

caring little Cookie :-)

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What happen if someday you are in the mood in working, and work really fast and smooth, then suddenly out of current?



ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!!!
I HAVEN'T SAVE IT DOWN!

Don't want me to recall the memory please, i cant forget how hard i re-typing the whole article.



Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081228, 0115pm
Rach in shoulder pain mood.

Shhh...

Shhhhhhh.. I’m blogging during my office hours, and SUPER BUSY HOURS, the Xmas day, which is also my magazine output day just leave another 2 days, and now I’m still have 2 articles to complete.

Make me recalled the old days when I was in Liverpool, although the next day was the deadline for assignment, but I still blogged without doing anything. Well maybe the SiFu saying the truth, I’m last minute person :P.

I don’t know what to blog actually, like I don’t know what to write for the articles. Anyway I should end this entry to not wasting my readers time, also get back to work lo L

USJ, Malaysia
20081223, 1006am
Rach in don’t know what to write mood.

Emo-ing

God must be fooling me.

Continuously for 3 days met or watched or read or recalled or saw lot of touching moment, made me cry for nothing but touching for few times,

the 1st is a Korea movie named Hearty Paw, very damn touching movie and great actors (including the doggie). This is not a new movie, my dad told me once bout this movie and he wishes to watch another time before. I found the VCD in Speedy yesterday, so just bought it back to surprise my dad, at the end it surprised me! I dislike watching TV very much, i can live without TV and have no patient to sitting in front of the TV for few hours, but this movie made me sticked front of the TV and wipping my tears, and made my mum allows me to let my little Cookie watching this movie together in the living room (my mum said want to let Cookie know he's really lucky), although Cookie only sleep on my tummy thoughout the movie.



I'm not going to tell u all what's this movie all about, you guys should support this movie by buying a copy of DVD or VCD since is not on show in the cinema anymore, or asked the VCD from me, i'll happy to borrow this for you all :)

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the second thing was the moment of my dad, mum and me enjoyed our simple dinner in a wet market, i cant ever forget the asmosphere of the wet market, the food, the old lady who running the claypot chicken rice stall, the spirit, the conversation between my parent with the old lady, the shower raining day with the comfortable wind, the peaceful and the memory.

I was sitting silently with my smile when my parent talking to the old lady, recalling the old location of the food stall, the dinner moment when my mum still dating with my dad, the changes of Kepong.

Mum: Why don't you advertise your food stall, lot of people thought you're retired after government wanted back the land.
Old Lady: People will come back as long as my food is nice, i working for killing my time, not earning money.
Dad: We were your customer since dating with my wife, and my daughter now already 22 years old, time flying fast. Luckily i met an old friend telling me that you're moving here, or my wife and I will losing another memory.
Old Lady: I'll cook as long as i still able to, for all those old Kepong-ian *warm smiling*.

I was trying to snap some photo of the place, but i fail to, coz i know the camera could never tell the touching moment, the best picture will leave forever on my mind, but not in the camera.

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The 3rd thing to touch me was a news reporting regarding a pair of couple, who running a free restaurant for old folk or disable community. They never ask money for anyone who coming for free lunch, people who coming to help never asking for pay, people who coming for lunch never complaint bout food. Everyone are working and accepting the kindness not for benefit, but love.

I wondering how many weeks i didn't meet those children, i wondering when is the one last time trying to do something for the society, i wondering how come i'll become someone that i swore i will never be.


I miss you all. I miss the moment i was part of you all.

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One last thing, a blog.

He is the person i was try so hard to forget, except i move to oversea again, or i will think of him with every single thing in my room, my car, my computer.

He don't know i reading his blog secretly, i don't why i would do so too, i just wanted to know his recent, although he hurt me so deep.

I told myself maybe i just curious on what karma he'll has. Till yesterday, he have another new update which i guess is blogging bout me. He using "she" in the whole blog, yet every single thing he described was so familiar, i told myself, wasn't me. I close his blog, and delete the bookmark as well. I should really really stop connecting to his life, even reading his blog secretly.

Who... can save me out of him?



Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081220, 0200pm
Rach in tearing mood.

My next boyfriend?

this is my secondary school, when to shopping alone today and suddenly miss my old school very much, so purposely turn into the school area. Surprisingly i found that my art work for Geography corner still on the wall of the school! Too bad i fail to snap the photo la :-(

okay, back to the topic of the day. 1st of all, sorry for soooooooo many days not updating my recent, am really sorry bout it but i juz cant help, I'M BUSY!

well get back to normal working life, done a Feng Shui seminar by Asia Feng Shui Master Ng Wei Loong, i believe most of the people never heard of his name, so am i :-P. My magazine is the appointed magazine to promote this seminar as well as the seminar organizer, my role will be reporter + organizer + SiFu's Siao Mei (little girl).

the only benifit is.. i got a free consultation time by the SiFu, which he'll actually charge for RM 500, so tat's equal to i earn RM500. Well what the accuracy is 70%, for my family background, personalities and etc etc, bout future ones have to wait patiently and let the time to tell me whether true or not lo~

so as a remark, and also a survey, i will list down wat the Sifu talked bout my personalities, the best way to judge whether accurate or not, sure from the people who know me right?

- last-minute people (i admit sometime yes, but most of the time not lo)
- stubborn (yes i am)
- contradict (i know someone will agree with this very much)
- mature (as i always think i am)
- great passion in my field (definately yes)
- filiat piety (hmm.. depend who's it)
- not easy give up (only in what i really wanted)
- heaty problem (yes always)
- respiratory system problem, but now getting better (truth! i have asthma when i was small)
- cant sleep well (YES!)
- outside is girl, inside is boy / tough (yup, most of the time)
- caring (no comment)
- stressful (i believe most of the ppl will agree this)

advices from SiFu:
- diet / cannot add on weight anymore (or no matter how hard i work i cant save money too!)
- don't even touch fried foods (will burden my liver)
- drink more water (or i will old very fast -.-")
- start a business (SiFu said i'm talented business women, i'll earn a lot a lot)

what will happen in my future by SiFu:
- in to a relationship in next year or after 3 years
- get a good husband
- great achievement in my career
- will have liver problem

the rest:
- Sifu said i'm talent in mass comm / business / fashion.
- Am "fire tiger" and my "fire" type of people.
- Sifu predict there will have natural disaster happen in August of 2009, Japan.
- July / August of 2009, Najid will launch some plan that benefit to people.

So readers please responed on the comment of SiFu gave me :-)

here to share a great car to you all, the photo taken in the launching of Volvo Ocean Race in Volve showroom, and the car will only launch by next year, it looks really cool!

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081220, 0100am
Rach in wondering who is my next bf mood :-P

Birthday Celebration

Hi people, :-)
Have the photo tell you that am fine? I'm really fine, thanks so much for all my friends who care me so much, i back to my normal life, working and living, and enjoying every single seconds in my life.

The birthday celebration on by last week, having great dinner here....

The apartment @ The Curve

the environment is great, services is good, but food so-so, price reasonable, overall is great for gatherine once in a while :-)

Duck with Red Wine

Chicken in a Bag

Elaine and Eva ones forgot to take photos, and i forgetton what they were order. And too bad coz all of our phones were low battery, didn't took much photo. Yet as what i always said, the best photo is on the mind not the camera :-).

Gonna end this blog as i'm blogging at here............

Greeny with my left hand

the favourite place to yam cha with Elaine and Eva.

Later.

Menjalara, Malaysia
20081214, 0350pm
Rach in very cold mood.

Grandma

i try to keep my blog update as often as i can, and i believe this is the longest time i don't have update my blog, ain't because of busy to celebrate my 22 years old birthday, but my grandma funeral.

my grandma passed away by 3rd of December, 7.18am morning. That was the eve of my birthday. My cousin and friends had actually plan me a birthday dinner by the night, for celebrating my birthday of course, and also trying to cheer me up from the sick of my grandma.

By noon of the day, i supposed to join the birthday party of my boss yet i received a call from my mom and she told me that grandma has passed away, and she wants me to back home immediately. I hang the call, and i was blank.

i slowly keep all my thing, i tried hard to not let my tears drop, and told my colleague that i have to take leave, by the time my tears fallen without control. I drove back home, all of us except dad were home, we didn't talk to each other, no ones are crying, we just keep silent, till mom settle Cookie meals and we went to grandma home.

i suprised lot of people and including myself that i didn't cry out loud as everyone are imagaine, i even not seeing my grandma who sleeping in the coffin, i only sat down and flipping the Chinese traditional "money" for dead people, for continuosly 5 hours.

lot of friends and family members reached grandma home, and lot of people cried out loud beside the coffin, yet some of them, especially who cried the loudest one i had never seen them come to visit grandma while she was in hospital, not even once, i wondered why they are feel so sad or they are just affaird if they do not ACT so, my grandma's soul will come back and find them.

of course some of those "relatives" trying to hints to mum how can i acted so cool as grandma really pampered me a lot when i was small, and they picky on everything and anything on the funeral, like the "paper house and car" (burn for dead people) weren't fancy enough and etc. I wonder is it really important? We don't know if grandma can really receive it, this is just traditional and we do respect my grandma wished as she wants us to do so for her.

my dad ignored all those rumors and complaints by those so-called relatives, he told me grandma will understand who are really upset for her leaving, and who aren't not. Grandma's body was weak while in hospital but her mind was very clear, she knew who came to hospital accompany her everyday, she knew who hold her hand while she was slept, she knew who rushed here and there for her since she fall sick. She know.

in the 3rd day, know as the last day of the funeral, i only walked by the coffin and see for the one last time before nailed the conffin. Everyone rushed near the coffin, crying loud and yelling why my grandma gone without seeing their one last time, me and my family including uncles only stand behind those person, dropping our tears silently. And that's the 2nd time in my life i saw my dad cried.

frankly, i feel release when i heard of grandma has passed away, just because i know how suffering of her sickness, she cant even breath well, nor talk. I remember she told me so "SanSan, grandma feel want to give up, i'm really suffering." She took 5 minutes to constructed this sentences to me, i told her don't give up, or i'll have another extra ticket for my graduation ceremony. "you all go, take photo, show to me later on." She answered me so.

She never know such sentences be able to make me cry along the way back home from hospital.

Popo, Ai Em Hiao Mong Ji E Tong Ai Kong A Wa, E Fong Xim Hi.


Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081208, 1237pm
Rach in missing grandma mood.