Who force me to update?

Megan: ei Rach, why ar, u write blog like doing homework like that one?
Me: huh? what?
Megan: Like every entries very rush like that, feel like people pik (force) u to blogging like that.
Me: Mana ada!
Megan: U balik read and see, almost every opening of ur blogs since u got back to malaysia starting with bei shong (not happy) neh!
Me: Ur head la! I don't have lo!
Megan: Have!
Me: Don't have!
Megan: Die la u.
Me: Die also DON'T HAVE!

I feel i don't have, although most of my readers answered me "yes".

See, at least this blog i start with a very very very peaceful opening, right?

Well have too many things to update but i have too little photos, i was considering seriously to have a new mobile phone with a high pixel build-in camera. But everytime think bout the debt... aihhzz... better let my little SE Z520I stay with me till it's last ring.

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Well, Xmas of 2008.

Have my Xmas celebration with my colleague, this is the brand new experience which celebrating my Xmas not with my family, my friends, my churchmates, but my colleague with working with them for 3 months.

I was remember once Pei Ying told me that, working in this company will make you feel time is passing fast, of course because of busy and the freaking full schedule, also because of the tight relationship between each of the people in the office.

What i must say is, I'm really lucky that i have the oppprtunity to start my career in this company, which really being nice to me and willing to teach me a lot of things, gave me a lot of care whenever i feel really down due on my grandma leaving.

In this Xmas, Mr. Yeo and Tania as well as Nian Nian went to Taiwan for working + visited Tania family, they were coming back by 24 of Dec, which is Xmas eve, few of us plan them a surprise gatherine and dinner to welcome the family and also Tania's mum back in Malaysia. We had a very good and warm time. A simple gatherine in a brand new place (the power of Mei!), Make me feel the astmosphere of Xmas very much!

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Have another gatherine with Ivan, Jenn and Griza Lee~, yet Zoe couldn't join us cause of a mystery reason. I went for dinner with Ivan before the Xmas gatherine. As usual, we were still arguing on small small things, he was laughing on my poor English and I was laughing on his poor Mandarin.

Exchange Xmas gift, enjoyed yummy dinner and Big Apple donuts, planning for trips, talking bout working stories. I realised relax and happy could be as easy as a simple gatherine like this. Thanks all of u to bring me a wonderful Xmas :-)

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Notice what's belong to me in this picture?

Not my brother, but my BACKPACK~!!

Jeff leaving to National Service, and he's the very lucky one, among 10++ of his friends who went to NS, he's the only one sent to Sarawak.

Jeff always my mum's little baby, she is pampering him very much. What if i told u guyz, my brother never do any housework before, even not washing his own dishes, not keeping his own room, not doing anything and everything.

My mum went mad when she knows her baby going to leave her to Sarawak for 3 months, she imagines that Sarawak is farer than UK (yes i'm complaining). She prepare everything including underwares for Jeff, want him to brings everythings even his own blanket to the camp. I bet if the government allow, my mum will follow him to be his maid. I bet with my hair!

Anyway Jeff wasn't that childish, he's not feeling good being pamper abnormally by my mum, he did trying to be independent like working as part time waiters in restaurant last time. My whole family excepting my mum are pretty support my brother to join the camp in Sarawak, although my mum keep yelling either one of us to apply for changing camp to nearer place.

Except supporting Jeff with money, i let him to use my da BB (my backpack!), although he's really rude in using anything. Hope he'll be alright and learn to be a MAN!

take care bro :-)

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Random photo of Cookie. Everytime i coming back late, or going to work in the early morning. Cookie is the only one in my family who will waiting in front of the gate. He has pair of good ear, he can recognized my car engine sound from far away, everytime i park my car and looking to my home, Cookie must be looking at me as well with waving his tail, and smilling with me.

Then he'll follow my butt and stepping into my living room (as well as mum is not in the living room area), looking at me, sometime with his toy as well, wanting me sit on the floor to play with him, or juz simply holding my leg, and sleep on it as the photo show.

caring little Cookie :-)

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What happen if someday you are in the mood in working, and work really fast and smooth, then suddenly out of current?



ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~!!!
I HAVEN'T SAVE IT DOWN!

Don't want me to recall the memory please, i cant forget how hard i re-typing the whole article.



Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081228, 0115pm
Rach in shoulder pain mood.

Shhh...

Shhhhhhh.. I’m blogging during my office hours, and SUPER BUSY HOURS, the Xmas day, which is also my magazine output day just leave another 2 days, and now I’m still have 2 articles to complete.

Make me recalled the old days when I was in Liverpool, although the next day was the deadline for assignment, but I still blogged without doing anything. Well maybe the SiFu saying the truth, I’m last minute person :P.

I don’t know what to blog actually, like I don’t know what to write for the articles. Anyway I should end this entry to not wasting my readers time, also get back to work lo L

USJ, Malaysia
20081223, 1006am
Rach in don’t know what to write mood.

Emo-ing

God must be fooling me.

Continuously for 3 days met or watched or read or recalled or saw lot of touching moment, made me cry for nothing but touching for few times,

the 1st is a Korea movie named Hearty Paw, very damn touching movie and great actors (including the doggie). This is not a new movie, my dad told me once bout this movie and he wishes to watch another time before. I found the VCD in Speedy yesterday, so just bought it back to surprise my dad, at the end it surprised me! I dislike watching TV very much, i can live without TV and have no patient to sitting in front of the TV for few hours, but this movie made me sticked front of the TV and wipping my tears, and made my mum allows me to let my little Cookie watching this movie together in the living room (my mum said want to let Cookie know he's really lucky), although Cookie only sleep on my tummy thoughout the movie.



I'm not going to tell u all what's this movie all about, you guys should support this movie by buying a copy of DVD or VCD since is not on show in the cinema anymore, or asked the VCD from me, i'll happy to borrow this for you all :)

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the second thing was the moment of my dad, mum and me enjoyed our simple dinner in a wet market, i cant ever forget the asmosphere of the wet market, the food, the old lady who running the claypot chicken rice stall, the spirit, the conversation between my parent with the old lady, the shower raining day with the comfortable wind, the peaceful and the memory.

I was sitting silently with my smile when my parent talking to the old lady, recalling the old location of the food stall, the dinner moment when my mum still dating with my dad, the changes of Kepong.

Mum: Why don't you advertise your food stall, lot of people thought you're retired after government wanted back the land.
Old Lady: People will come back as long as my food is nice, i working for killing my time, not earning money.
Dad: We were your customer since dating with my wife, and my daughter now already 22 years old, time flying fast. Luckily i met an old friend telling me that you're moving here, or my wife and I will losing another memory.
Old Lady: I'll cook as long as i still able to, for all those old Kepong-ian *warm smiling*.

I was trying to snap some photo of the place, but i fail to, coz i know the camera could never tell the touching moment, the best picture will leave forever on my mind, but not in the camera.

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The 3rd thing to touch me was a news reporting regarding a pair of couple, who running a free restaurant for old folk or disable community. They never ask money for anyone who coming for free lunch, people who coming to help never asking for pay, people who coming for lunch never complaint bout food. Everyone are working and accepting the kindness not for benefit, but love.

I wondering how many weeks i didn't meet those children, i wondering when is the one last time trying to do something for the society, i wondering how come i'll become someone that i swore i will never be.


I miss you all. I miss the moment i was part of you all.

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One last thing, a blog.

He is the person i was try so hard to forget, except i move to oversea again, or i will think of him with every single thing in my room, my car, my computer.

He don't know i reading his blog secretly, i don't why i would do so too, i just wanted to know his recent, although he hurt me so deep.

I told myself maybe i just curious on what karma he'll has. Till yesterday, he have another new update which i guess is blogging bout me. He using "she" in the whole blog, yet every single thing he described was so familiar, i told myself, wasn't me. I close his blog, and delete the bookmark as well. I should really really stop connecting to his life, even reading his blog secretly.

Who... can save me out of him?



Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081220, 0200pm
Rach in tearing mood.

My next boyfriend?

this is my secondary school, when to shopping alone today and suddenly miss my old school very much, so purposely turn into the school area. Surprisingly i found that my art work for Geography corner still on the wall of the school! Too bad i fail to snap the photo la :-(

okay, back to the topic of the day. 1st of all, sorry for soooooooo many days not updating my recent, am really sorry bout it but i juz cant help, I'M BUSY!

well get back to normal working life, done a Feng Shui seminar by Asia Feng Shui Master Ng Wei Loong, i believe most of the people never heard of his name, so am i :-P. My magazine is the appointed magazine to promote this seminar as well as the seminar organizer, my role will be reporter + organizer + SiFu's Siao Mei (little girl).

the only benifit is.. i got a free consultation time by the SiFu, which he'll actually charge for RM 500, so tat's equal to i earn RM500. Well what the accuracy is 70%, for my family background, personalities and etc etc, bout future ones have to wait patiently and let the time to tell me whether true or not lo~

so as a remark, and also a survey, i will list down wat the Sifu talked bout my personalities, the best way to judge whether accurate or not, sure from the people who know me right?

- last-minute people (i admit sometime yes, but most of the time not lo)
- stubborn (yes i am)
- contradict (i know someone will agree with this very much)
- mature (as i always think i am)
- great passion in my field (definately yes)
- filiat piety (hmm.. depend who's it)
- not easy give up (only in what i really wanted)
- heaty problem (yes always)
- respiratory system problem, but now getting better (truth! i have asthma when i was small)
- cant sleep well (YES!)
- outside is girl, inside is boy / tough (yup, most of the time)
- caring (no comment)
- stressful (i believe most of the ppl will agree this)

advices from SiFu:
- diet / cannot add on weight anymore (or no matter how hard i work i cant save money too!)
- don't even touch fried foods (will burden my liver)
- drink more water (or i will old very fast -.-")
- start a business (SiFu said i'm talented business women, i'll earn a lot a lot)

what will happen in my future by SiFu:
- in to a relationship in next year or after 3 years
- get a good husband
- great achievement in my career
- will have liver problem

the rest:
- Sifu said i'm talent in mass comm / business / fashion.
- Am "fire tiger" and my "fire" type of people.
- Sifu predict there will have natural disaster happen in August of 2009, Japan.
- July / August of 2009, Najid will launch some plan that benefit to people.

So readers please responed on the comment of SiFu gave me :-)

here to share a great car to you all, the photo taken in the launching of Volvo Ocean Race in Volve showroom, and the car will only launch by next year, it looks really cool!

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081220, 0100am
Rach in wondering who is my next bf mood :-P

Birthday Celebration

Hi people, :-)
Have the photo tell you that am fine? I'm really fine, thanks so much for all my friends who care me so much, i back to my normal life, working and living, and enjoying every single seconds in my life.

The birthday celebration on by last week, having great dinner here....

The apartment @ The Curve

the environment is great, services is good, but food so-so, price reasonable, overall is great for gatherine once in a while :-)

Duck with Red Wine

Chicken in a Bag

Elaine and Eva ones forgot to take photos, and i forgetton what they were order. And too bad coz all of our phones were low battery, didn't took much photo. Yet as what i always said, the best photo is on the mind not the camera :-).

Gonna end this blog as i'm blogging at here............

Greeny with my left hand

the favourite place to yam cha with Elaine and Eva.

Later.

Menjalara, Malaysia
20081214, 0350pm
Rach in very cold mood.

Grandma

i try to keep my blog update as often as i can, and i believe this is the longest time i don't have update my blog, ain't because of busy to celebrate my 22 years old birthday, but my grandma funeral.

my grandma passed away by 3rd of December, 7.18am morning. That was the eve of my birthday. My cousin and friends had actually plan me a birthday dinner by the night, for celebrating my birthday of course, and also trying to cheer me up from the sick of my grandma.

By noon of the day, i supposed to join the birthday party of my boss yet i received a call from my mom and she told me that grandma has passed away, and she wants me to back home immediately. I hang the call, and i was blank.

i slowly keep all my thing, i tried hard to not let my tears drop, and told my colleague that i have to take leave, by the time my tears fallen without control. I drove back home, all of us except dad were home, we didn't talk to each other, no ones are crying, we just keep silent, till mom settle Cookie meals and we went to grandma home.

i suprised lot of people and including myself that i didn't cry out loud as everyone are imagaine, i even not seeing my grandma who sleeping in the coffin, i only sat down and flipping the Chinese traditional "money" for dead people, for continuosly 5 hours.

lot of friends and family members reached grandma home, and lot of people cried out loud beside the coffin, yet some of them, especially who cried the loudest one i had never seen them come to visit grandma while she was in hospital, not even once, i wondered why they are feel so sad or they are just affaird if they do not ACT so, my grandma's soul will come back and find them.

of course some of those "relatives" trying to hints to mum how can i acted so cool as grandma really pampered me a lot when i was small, and they picky on everything and anything on the funeral, like the "paper house and car" (burn for dead people) weren't fancy enough and etc. I wonder is it really important? We don't know if grandma can really receive it, this is just traditional and we do respect my grandma wished as she wants us to do so for her.

my dad ignored all those rumors and complaints by those so-called relatives, he told me grandma will understand who are really upset for her leaving, and who aren't not. Grandma's body was weak while in hospital but her mind was very clear, she knew who came to hospital accompany her everyday, she knew who hold her hand while she was slept, she knew who rushed here and there for her since she fall sick. She know.

in the 3rd day, know as the last day of the funeral, i only walked by the coffin and see for the one last time before nailed the conffin. Everyone rushed near the coffin, crying loud and yelling why my grandma gone without seeing their one last time, me and my family including uncles only stand behind those person, dropping our tears silently. And that's the 2nd time in my life i saw my dad cried.

frankly, i feel release when i heard of grandma has passed away, just because i know how suffering of her sickness, she cant even breath well, nor talk. I remember she told me so "SanSan, grandma feel want to give up, i'm really suffering." She took 5 minutes to constructed this sentences to me, i told her don't give up, or i'll have another extra ticket for my graduation ceremony. "you all go, take photo, show to me later on." She answered me so.

She never know such sentences be able to make me cry along the way back home from hospital.

Popo, Ai Em Hiao Mong Ji E Tong Ai Kong A Wa, E Fong Xim Hi.


Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081208, 1237pm
Rach in missing grandma mood.

free weekend

I promised, this is not a lazy blog, i'll write a little bit more.

For those who do not understand Chinese, the previous entry was bout my expression on my grannny after she was sent to hospital last week. The whole week i rushed from office to hospital, just wanna comfort granny, let her know am here for her.

All i can say is.. she's not really good, but at least at this moment (juz back from visiting her) she's much more better, at least be able to talk something with me, i guess i can have a good sleep tonight :-)

Po, don't be worry, everyone is here, we love you, so please love yourself too. I want you to come to my graduation ceremony. :-)

I was so busy in the past 2 weeks, till i have no time to play with my little Cookie, and as what mum told me, Cookie seems like something wrong, he cant stop scacthing his ear and mourning everytime her scatch it, make me worry much, gonna send him to check soon.

Cookie please forgive jie jie as i have lesser time for you, but you know i love you right?

Finally, i can stay home in this weekend~! It is not a big deal for most of the people but definately not for a reporter cum event organizer ok? I treasure this weekend much and have a well plan to enjoy this weekend, but.....

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Mum yelling at me on the mess of my room, i agree with her that this is not like a girl's room, even though i'm 100% a girl. Mum wants me to tiny up all my rubbish (she described so) before i went out...

i used 3 hours to clear all my stuffs, and become like this....

I know it looks messy still ok? but i don't want to spend my weekend in keeping my room~~~!!!!

So, i went out when mum was preparing lunch, haha.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081129, 0946pm
Rach in freely weekend mood.

photos blog

photos blog update, random photos snapped by my mobile.

the biggest bowl in malaysia

i swear i won't eat bak kut teh in the short future

the carnival

the early morning, on the way to Klang

the candy which keep me awake in the long journey

the damn traffic jam!

the end of the night

the briefing

update

无聊的blog 不是每一个人都能够忍受的，他们的忍耐力要比别人强的多，所以，我很谢谢也很佩服我的读者。
多谢你们的忍耐，容许我继续不跟常理出牌，包括这篇blog。
我是一个很奇怪的人，坏事情不会困扰着我太久，尤其是我很忙很忙的时候，我连自己姓什么都会忘记。但是一旦触碰回原本的伤心事，就会很快的进入状况，呼天抢地的在悲哀。
婆婆入院，情况没有很乐观，医生要我们有心理准备。
我拉开眼袋，企图把眼眶中的泪水装入眼袋中。很傻，但是我比较好过，提醒自己要坚持，一个老人家躺在病床上，插满了不知名、不知何用的喉，连吭声都难也没有流过一滴眼泪，我又凭什么流眼泪呢？
握着婆婆的手，她没有多余的力量挣开双眼看看到底是谁在握着她的手，我心疼她老来还要受这样的苦，但是却什么都做不了。她很努力的告诉我她要走了，要我留下来送她。我鼻子一红，把眼袋拉开，让眼泪倒流，笑着对她说：“乱讲话！”
她微微闭上眼睛，控制不了急喘的呼吸，用力的回握我的手。
什么都不必说，她知道我想什么，我知道她想表达什么，这样就够了。
晚上睡觉发了一场梦，梦见婆婆仍然睡在病床上，但是却没有急促的呼吸、床边没有瓶瓶罐罐。我慢慢走近婆婆床边，轻轻的叫她，她没有反应；我就在床边坐了下来，我也不敢探她的气息，就在床边，静静的等她醒来。
然后，我就醒了。
我睁开双眼，保持原本的睡姿，精神紧绷的祈祷，电话千万别响。
生老病死是自然定律，但是也有很多人尝试突破，或者是避免这个定律，明白的道理，有时候比一定能做到。这就是我现在尝试着的东西。
我当然不能做些什么，我能做的只是逃避，直到我学会接受。

USJ, Kuala Lumpur
20081126，0404pm
Rach in popo’s Sansan mood

bullshiting

will go to Klang later for the rehersal, guess will be back only at midnight again, and tmr goin to wake up hell early to go to Klang.

will try to snap some photos and upload later :)


USJ, Malaysia
20081120, 0136pm
Rach in bz mood

update

today suppose is a wonderful day as finally i can back home earlier. I have an assignment in Mid Valley and it was ended bout 4, i was actually planned to collect some information from a client right after the assignment and go back home directly, but in the mid of the launching, i received my dad's call and he told me granny has been sent to hospital due on high fever for 2 days.

so i rushed back to Sungai Buloh, where my granny home and meet my dad there to go to hospital together. But the traffic jam and horrible rain made me reached to granny home in one and half hours from Mid Valley to Sungai Buloh. So met my dad, and went to hospital together.

luckily granny is much more better after sent into hospital, all of us (uncles, grandpa and dad) felt realise too, according to what doctor said, granny can be discharge by tomorrow. From tension to release, made me feel like really really tired, and tomorrow gonna rush to Klang for the rehersal of Carnival again, and i will spend my weekend in Klang for the carnival too. Gosh, can i have some holidays?

this post gonna be no photos post, i don't even have the time to take random photo by my mobile, i bet you won't like to know my schedule, it's scary, seriously. Anyway i insist to update my blog, and i'm happy to influence Mei Yee to start blogging too! Welcome to blogspot Mei Yee :-).

xxxx

conversation between me and my dad

We were watching a chinese drama when having our dinner, the background of the story is bout a war between 2 China Kings, which fight for the land and etc etc. So when one of the King and his troops got stucked in a cave by the another one, all of us (my family) try to predict what's going to happen in the next.

Me: Babby u say will they all die in the cave or not?
Dad: Sure, 100%.
Me: Why are you so sure bout that o?
Dad: How many years from the war time to today o? if they still not die also not is human already, they are mummy liao lo.
Me: ......

I just feel don't want talk to him, and so for my family.


Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081120, 0855pm
Rach in very tiring mood

i juz wanna blogging wen working

blow me meh~?

hahaha

USJ, Malaysia
20081118, 0533pm
Rach in later still hv to meeting mood :(

Sunday, the working day

Sunday 5.30am - off my alarm, get up, and went to assignment *still yawning*

That's Batik Fun Walk charity event that held in 1 Utama, yea is meaningful, yet tiring

5 smth in the early morning, am alone on the way to 1 Utama

only my hubby kelisa in the whole carpark

and only Cookie sending me off.

life is tiring.. once i thinking of the next week appointments.. another week for no off day :(, goin to spend the weekend in klang.... for working! damn.. i really miss the time in UK, although i was alone, but i'm free..

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081116, 1242pm

Rach in tiring mood

link to Ivan please~

came back from yam cha with Elaine and Eva, although this is not the 1st time yam cha since i came back from Liverpool, but this is the 1st photos snapping sections. Eva wanted to update her frenster's photo badly, so, she need my phone.

she said this is cute (she means she's the one cute ONLY)

random one (ok la i admit i love this photo also la)

am suppose to go to sleep coz tmr i have to wake up like 5 am and rush to Batik Fun Walk event that organized by my company, i need to work even in Sunday :'(!!! since i hv all those photos and Eva want it so badly, i decided to online and upload for her 1st, and accidently i click to Ivan blog and hurrrayyy!!! the laziest one finally upload his blog! and finally i can link to his blog then i no need to blog bout the europe trip lo (wait, who the one lazy now? hehe..)

http://jingonline.tumblr.com/ link to his blog, the 15th Nov is bout Museum of Liverpool. And ok la.. the "Kiba", "Giant Butterfly" & "cousin of Ju-on" are me ALTHOUGH i never admit i am, juz in case u guyz dunno who did he mentioned on his blog.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081115, 1155pm

Rach in tmr dunno want to go to work mood.

Update

Yes. I'm lazy, so what?

the traffic jam

the way home after meeting ended by 12am

the desk

the way to assignments

the event / press conference that i had in-charge

and still has A LOT OF things i cant finish tell in my blog, those are my random pictures that i snap by my phone, there are only 10% of my work in only ONE MONTH~!

so can u forgive for my lazyness now?

p/s: link to http://pinkporkchop.blogspot.com/ for the LJMU gatherine

Kepong, Malaysia
20081115, 0835

Rach in bz mood

So?

I beh song~!!!!!!!!

i don't want to tell more, i don't want this shitty man appear in my blog

That's all

USJ, Malaysia
20081103, 0820pm
Rach in wanna kill ppl mood

3rd entry in a single day

LingLing, Keyba (Me), 啊棗, Hua Tai Tai, KuChiMind (PPC)

missing old day..... and my HAIR~!!!!!
gosh i'm feel regret to chop my hair down... :(

i must b sot jor, 3 entries per day. The purpose of this blog is ACTUALLY to greet 啊棗 to become new blogger, but then i cant even search one pic that took with her, i only found this and make me recall the good old day. So decided to post this on and i wanna ask u........ 啊棗 u say la, is it u curi-curi beh song me, why tak dah take picture with me har! >,<

(5 minutes later)...

*deep breath* i miss u all girls.. i miss the old days.. muarck ~~ thanks for giving me such good memory :)

and i don't know why i feel this

This is what i feel exactly NOW

Don't ask me why, i don't know either

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081102, 0955pm
Rach in not happy mood

GBA & Stupid Indians

Went to Genting Highland for an event last Friday. It was my 1st big event, which is Golden Bull Award..

All i can say is super duper tired and of course, i learned a lot in the event, i feel like lazy to tell the detail, go and read the paper by saturday, most of the paper and tv station covered this news.

So my boss offered us to stay in 1st world hotel for 2 nights, but most of us choose to only stay for a night, and come back to usj by saturday morning.

I'm didn't sleep well in the 2 days of the event, coz really really bz and hv a lot of jobs coming up after the end of the event, i planned to sleep early by saturday night, but finally went out to meet Sun and chit chating till 1am smth, go home and sleep at like 2 am smth i guess.. and... the sunday morning, wen i still in my sweet dream, suddenly.....

p/s: i'm advise u to not max the volume before watch this video..

The accident juz happened on the road beside my home man! is only 6 smth in the beautiful sunday morning! Giler punya indian drive wen drank, damn it! i cant sleep anymore once i wake :(

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081102, 0811pm
Rach in wanna sleep mood

Awww~

Can you see how short of my hair?!!!

first of all, the pic has nth to do with this blog, just want to upload and show, that all.

Am too far to "cute", in fact i have never be "cute" before maybe.

kinda weird to start my update with this, just because i read some little girls blog, found their blogging ways are cute, like kids writing fairy tales story. Am not trying to hints they are "childish" but.. ahemm...

readers, this gonna be a bullshit blog, if u r in rush better skip this entry, i promise i will blog smth normal in the coming blog ok?

i was recall one of the assignment that i had done in my university life (gosh, i still not used to describe like this), the topic was regarding is blogging reflect to the reality life of the blogger, which means is that what the blogger blogging in the internet is as same as what they are thinking in their heart, blog anything and everything without hiding.

i still remember how hard were i to find lot of supporting articles and journals to support my argument, i stand to "yes, what the blogger blog is what they think". I was pretty happy with my works and i argued it from the writing style and emo points of view.

but now, am going to stand on "no", coz i cant write what i feel at this moment, i worry my friends will notices who i try to mention, and influencing my reality social groups. Damn it, academic works is not work in reality, remember it.

i cant tell what made my mood down, but i am down now... or... hmm... feel uncomfortable, worrying i over confidence on my capacity again.

no worry, the problem is not from my work, i pretty happy with my work now, although rushing and busying all the time, but overall this is what i wanting for 22 years, and now i have a job that i love, i have my family and friends there for me, i shouldn't complaint much actually.

I blog for almost 2 years i guess. I started to blog for my ex, for my industry training, for my darkest part of my life so far, the pieces of blogs something make me down although all past, so that i decided to moving home to blogspot, and blog for my life in Liverpool.

And now, i done my degree, i achieved my backpacking dream, and suddenly, i feel like dunno what to blog. I guess this is the reason why i updated rarely recently.

Till yesterday, is a beautiful Sunday, i was assignned to interview Sinma Group's CEO somewhere in Subang. Although it was my offday, but i have to go anyway, it is my job.

Can meet a lot of people from different groups is the best part to being a reporter. During this 2 weeks, i met the rich one (CEOssss), foreigners (Ang Mo and Japanese CEOssss), ministers (Ong Tee Keat, right before he won the election! i bring him luck lo i dun care~ hahaha)

of course lot of senior-senior sekalian in my fields, each of them are senior than me, kena bully also cant complaint, this is the rule of the society.. and luckily, most of the seniors, including my boss are sayang me a lot instead.

mayb... i should start to blog smth about my assignments. As what my senior told me, each assignment has it story, each assignment is the record of my reporter journey.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081027, 0348pm
Rach in wanna change blog's content mood.

Unbelievable

2 hours after i updated my blog, now i update it again, and this gonna be a BIG SURPRISE for people who know me well *find some hints in my previous blog*

this is how my hair looks like in last year. I really really pround of it

this is how my hair looks like during the 3 months torture in Liverpool

this is how my hair looks like TODAY, half hour again!

Oh my god, i cant believe i killed my hair.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081018, 0155pm
Rachel in unbelievable mood

Is my update man!

Yes i'm lazy, damn lazy

Even though am having my offday now, still feel lazy to update my blog, and i know if am not going to update my blog, properly i will not update ever after this.

So, am going to make a quick one.

Well, am back~! ok i know is bullshit, i did mentioned in previous entry :P..

Well, am start working :-(...

2 days right after i came back from UK, i went to an interview with Business and Financial Magazine, which contacted me while i was still in Liverpool, but i was still studying that time, so i can only told them maybe contact them after i back.

Right before i flew back to Malaysia, i just gave a try to sent an email to asked for any job available, and surprisingly i got the reply very soon and dated me for an interview 2 days after i reached Malaysia.

So, i went for interview, one week later i got the call that am hired.

And i started my work as a reporter in Business and Financial Magazine. Is tough and tiring, but as what my dad told me, this is my choice and i have to going on anyway. I'm really lucky to have good boss and consultant, also friendly and helpful colleague, even though the job is really tiring, but i'm actually pretty enjoy the job.

Thinking to chop my hair down la..

Opps.. why am i suddenly pop this out? Just feel wanna chop my hair down, represent as a begining of another stage of my life...

Maybe later u guyz will catch my new hair style picture later!

cookie still cookie, he always waiting for me when am not home :-)

the Business and Financial Magazine

My first name card in my life

20081018, 1225pm
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Rachel in wanna chop her hair down mood

Emo-ing

I know i know, am freaking lazy, is been while i didn't update my blog, so now am here, at least write something to keep my readers, and record down what i have done in this few days.

Went to interview in a magazine, and got the call from the magazine in yesterday, will start working by next monday. Aihhh... and is time to say bye-bye to my student life, and toward the brand new stage of my life soon. So, am officially a reporter, as well as a event organizer in Business and Financial Magazine (BizFinMag). Finally, i have achieved my dream, gonna fight for my future and my life!

Went to Malacca makan tour with Elaine and Eva, stayed in backpacker's hostel, it was a great experienced, meet lot of great people like James and Paul who came from England, also another 4 Hong Kong students who studying in S'pore (i wonder why am always meet Hong Kong people le~!). The owner of the hostel, Howard was great, friendly and humor, really love backpacking, and am planning for another backpack trip now!

And sorry this is another no-photo-post. If you guyz know how lousy of my phone camera and i have no camera. Anyway i don't think is it a big deal for me, as what i always said, the best picture is in your mind, not in the camera. Of course taking photo in your journey could help u recall or record or remind the every single things in your journey, i was thinking if the thing in your journey that you are not manage to remember, what for remember it? Keep the best scene of your journey in your mind, and the scene could never appear in your photo. Oh am emo-ing.. Just recall back the euro trip and backpacking in London, am not remember every single thing, but everything that appearing in my mind now is so clear in my mind, and i know camera could never draw the images, the atmospheres, the scenes, and the experiences by photos. :)

Gosh, i started to miss the OLD DAYS :-)




Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081001, 1040pm
Rach in emo-ing mood.

Words for my readers

I'M BACK~! Finally am home, my malaysia's home. But am still in very lazy mood, bz to meet friends and having my malaysia makan tour in this few days, of course rest very well, travel is tiring, especially backpack.

Well am not goin to write much, am waiting my personal writer come back from Manchester and update for me (ahahaha, you know am talking bout you). While waiting him back, better upload some photos or my readers will mad (yes Megan, i know you really mad now ;P). I would like to upload more but those photos aren't with me, so juz wait patiently readers~!

The Winged Victory of Samothrace, Louvre Museum, Paris.

Paris traditional market

Disneyland Village, Paris

Arc De Triomphe with me

The hostel that i stayed in London