Awww~

Can you see how short of my hair?!!!

first of all, the pic has nth to do with this blog, just want to upload and show, that all.

Am too far to "cute", in fact i have never be "cute" before maybe.

kinda weird to start my update with this, just because i read some little girls blog, found their blogging ways are cute, like kids writing fairy tales story. Am not trying to hints they are "childish" but.. ahemm...

readers, this gonna be a bullshit blog, if u r in rush better skip this entry, i promise i will blog smth normal in the coming blog ok?

i was recall one of the assignment that i had done in my university life (gosh, i still not used to describe like this), the topic was regarding is blogging reflect to the reality life of the blogger, which means is that what the blogger blogging in the internet is as same as what they are thinking in their heart, blog anything and everything without hiding.

i still remember how hard were i to find lot of supporting articles and journals to support my argument, i stand to "yes, what the blogger blog is what they think". I was pretty happy with my works and i argued it from the writing style and emo points of view.

but now, am going to stand on "no", coz i cant write what i feel at this moment, i worry my friends will notices who i try to mention, and influencing my reality social groups. Damn it, academic works is not work in reality, remember it.

i cant tell what made my mood down, but i am down now... or... hmm... feel uncomfortable, worrying i over confidence on my capacity again.

no worry, the problem is not from my work, i pretty happy with my work now, although rushing and busying all the time, but overall this is what i wanting for 22 years, and now i have a job that i love, i have my family and friends there for me, i shouldn't complaint much actually.

I blog for almost 2 years i guess. I started to blog for my ex, for my industry training, for my darkest part of my life so far, the pieces of blogs something make me down although all past, so that i decided to moving home to blogspot, and blog for my life in Liverpool.

And now, i done my degree, i achieved my backpacking dream, and suddenly, i feel like dunno what to blog. I guess this is the reason why i updated rarely recently.

Till yesterday, is a beautiful Sunday, i was assignned to interview Sinma Group's CEO somewhere in Subang. Although it was my offday, but i have to go anyway, it is my job.

Can meet a lot of people from different groups is the best part to being a reporter. During this 2 weeks, i met the rich one (CEOssss), foreigners (Ang Mo and Japanese CEOssss), ministers (Ong Tee Keat, right before he won the election! i bring him luck lo i dun care~ hahaha)

of course lot of senior-senior sekalian in my fields, each of them are senior than me, kena bully also cant complaint, this is the rule of the society.. and luckily, most of the seniors, including my boss are sayang me a lot instead.

mayb... i should start to blog smth about my assignments. As what my senior told me, each assignment has it story, each assignment is the record of my reporter journey.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081027, 0348pm
Rach in wanna change blog's content mood.

Unbelievable

2 hours after i updated my blog, now i update it again, and this gonna be a BIG SURPRISE for people who know me well *find some hints in my previous blog*

this is how my hair looks like in last year. I really really pround of it

this is how my hair looks like during the 3 months torture in Liverpool

this is how my hair looks like TODAY, half hour again!

Oh my god, i cant believe i killed my hair.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081018, 0155pm
Rachel in unbelievable mood

Is my update man!

Yes i'm lazy, damn lazy

Even though am having my offday now, still feel lazy to update my blog, and i know if am not going to update my blog, properly i will not update ever after this.

So, am going to make a quick one.

Well, am back~! ok i know is bullshit, i did mentioned in previous entry :P..

Well, am start working :-(...

2 days right after i came back from UK, i went to an interview with Business and Financial Magazine, which contacted me while i was still in Liverpool, but i was still studying that time, so i can only told them maybe contact them after i back.

Right before i flew back to Malaysia, i just gave a try to sent an email to asked for any job available, and surprisingly i got the reply very soon and dated me for an interview 2 days after i reached Malaysia.

So, i went for interview, one week later i got the call that am hired.

And i started my work as a reporter in Business and Financial Magazine. Is tough and tiring, but as what my dad told me, this is my choice and i have to going on anyway. I'm really lucky to have good boss and consultant, also friendly and helpful colleague, even though the job is really tiring, but i'm actually pretty enjoy the job.

Thinking to chop my hair down la..

Opps.. why am i suddenly pop this out? Just feel wanna chop my hair down, represent as a begining of another stage of my life...

Maybe later u guyz will catch my new hair style picture later!

cookie still cookie, he always waiting for me when am not home :-)

the Business and Financial Magazine

My first name card in my life

20081018, 1225pm
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Rachel in wanna chop her hair down mood

Emo-ing

I know i know, am freaking lazy, is been while i didn't update my blog, so now am here, at least write something to keep my readers, and record down what i have done in this few days.

Went to interview in a magazine, and got the call from the magazine in yesterday, will start working by next monday. Aihhh... and is time to say bye-bye to my student life, and toward the brand new stage of my life soon. So, am officially a reporter, as well as a event organizer in Business and Financial Magazine (BizFinMag). Finally, i have achieved my dream, gonna fight for my future and my life!

Went to Malacca makan tour with Elaine and Eva, stayed in backpacker's hostel, it was a great experienced, meet lot of great people like James and Paul who came from England, also another 4 Hong Kong students who studying in S'pore (i wonder why am always meet Hong Kong people le~!). The owner of the hostel, Howard was great, friendly and humor, really love backpacking, and am planning for another backpack trip now!

And sorry this is another no-photo-post. If you guyz know how lousy of my phone camera and i have no camera. Anyway i don't think is it a big deal for me, as what i always said, the best picture is in your mind, not in the camera. Of course taking photo in your journey could help u recall or record or remind the every single things in your journey, i was thinking if the thing in your journey that you are not manage to remember, what for remember it? Keep the best scene of your journey in your mind, and the scene could never appear in your photo. Oh am emo-ing.. Just recall back the euro trip and backpacking in London, am not remember every single thing, but everything that appearing in my mind now is so clear in my mind, and i know camera could never draw the images, the atmospheres, the scenes, and the experiences by photos. :)

Gosh, i started to miss the OLD DAYS :-)




Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081001, 1040pm
Rach in emo-ing mood.