free weekend

I promised, this is not a lazy blog, i'll write a little bit more.

For those who do not understand Chinese, the previous entry was bout my expression on my grannny after she was sent to hospital last week. The whole week i rushed from office to hospital, just wanna comfort granny, let her know am here for her.

All i can say is.. she's not really good, but at least at this moment (juz back from visiting her) she's much more better, at least be able to talk something with me, i guess i can have a good sleep tonight :-)

Po, don't be worry, everyone is here, we love you, so please love yourself too. I want you to come to my graduation ceremony. :-)

I was so busy in the past 2 weeks, till i have no time to play with my little Cookie, and as what mum told me, Cookie seems like something wrong, he cant stop scacthing his ear and mourning everytime her scatch it, make me worry much, gonna send him to check soon.

Cookie please forgive jie jie as i have lesser time for you, but you know i love you right?

Finally, i can stay home in this weekend~! It is not a big deal for most of the people but definately not for a reporter cum event organizer ok? I treasure this weekend much and have a well plan to enjoy this weekend, but.....

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Mum yelling at me on the mess of my room, i agree with her that this is not like a girl's room, even though i'm 100% a girl. Mum wants me to tiny up all my rubbish (she described so) before i went out...

i used 3 hours to clear all my stuffs, and become like this....

I know it looks messy still ok? but i don't want to spend my weekend in keeping my room~~~!!!!

So, i went out when mum was preparing lunch, haha.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081129, 0946pm
Rach in freely weekend mood.

photos blog

photos blog update, random photos snapped by my mobile.

the biggest bowl in malaysia

i swear i won't eat bak kut teh in the short future

the carnival

the early morning, on the way to Klang

the candy which keep me awake in the long journey

the damn traffic jam!

the end of the night

the briefing

update

无聊的blog 不是每一个人都能够忍受的，他们的忍耐力要比别人强的多，所以，我很谢谢也很佩服我的读者。
多谢你们的忍耐，容许我继续不跟常理出牌，包括这篇blog。
我是一个很奇怪的人，坏事情不会困扰着我太久，尤其是我很忙很忙的时候，我连自己姓什么都会忘记。但是一旦触碰回原本的伤心事，就会很快的进入状况，呼天抢地的在悲哀。
婆婆入院，情况没有很乐观，医生要我们有心理准备。
我拉开眼袋，企图把眼眶中的泪水装入眼袋中。很傻，但是我比较好过，提醒自己要坚持，一个老人家躺在病床上，插满了不知名、不知何用的喉，连吭声都难也没有流过一滴眼泪，我又凭什么流眼泪呢？
握着婆婆的手，她没有多余的力量挣开双眼看看到底是谁在握着她的手，我心疼她老来还要受这样的苦，但是却什么都做不了。她很努力的告诉我她要走了，要我留下来送她。我鼻子一红，把眼袋拉开，让眼泪倒流，笑着对她说：“乱讲话！”
她微微闭上眼睛，控制不了急喘的呼吸，用力的回握我的手。
什么都不必说，她知道我想什么，我知道她想表达什么，这样就够了。
晚上睡觉发了一场梦，梦见婆婆仍然睡在病床上，但是却没有急促的呼吸、床边没有瓶瓶罐罐。我慢慢走近婆婆床边，轻轻的叫她，她没有反应；我就在床边坐了下来，我也不敢探她的气息，就在床边，静静的等她醒来。
然后，我就醒了。
我睁开双眼，保持原本的睡姿，精神紧绷的祈祷，电话千万别响。
生老病死是自然定律，但是也有很多人尝试突破，或者是避免这个定律，明白的道理，有时候比一定能做到。这就是我现在尝试着的东西。
我当然不能做些什么，我能做的只是逃避，直到我学会接受。

USJ, Kuala Lumpur
20081126，0404pm
Rach in popo’s Sansan mood

bullshiting

will go to Klang later for the rehersal, guess will be back only at midnight again, and tmr goin to wake up hell early to go to Klang.

will try to snap some photos and upload later :)


USJ, Malaysia
20081120, 0136pm
Rach in bz mood

update

today suppose is a wonderful day as finally i can back home earlier. I have an assignment in Mid Valley and it was ended bout 4, i was actually planned to collect some information from a client right after the assignment and go back home directly, but in the mid of the launching, i received my dad's call and he told me granny has been sent to hospital due on high fever for 2 days.

so i rushed back to Sungai Buloh, where my granny home and meet my dad there to go to hospital together. But the traffic jam and horrible rain made me reached to granny home in one and half hours from Mid Valley to Sungai Buloh. So met my dad, and went to hospital together.

luckily granny is much more better after sent into hospital, all of us (uncles, grandpa and dad) felt realise too, according to what doctor said, granny can be discharge by tomorrow. From tension to release, made me feel like really really tired, and tomorrow gonna rush to Klang for the rehersal of Carnival again, and i will spend my weekend in Klang for the carnival too. Gosh, can i have some holidays?

this post gonna be no photos post, i don't even have the time to take random photo by my mobile, i bet you won't like to know my schedule, it's scary, seriously. Anyway i insist to update my blog, and i'm happy to influence Mei Yee to start blogging too! Welcome to blogspot Mei Yee :-).

xxxx

conversation between me and my dad

We were watching a chinese drama when having our dinner, the background of the story is bout a war between 2 China Kings, which fight for the land and etc etc. So when one of the King and his troops got stucked in a cave by the another one, all of us (my family) try to predict what's going to happen in the next.

Me: Babby u say will they all die in the cave or not?
Dad: Sure, 100%.
Me: Why are you so sure bout that o?
Dad: How many years from the war time to today o? if they still not die also not is human already, they are mummy liao lo.
Me: ......

I just feel don't want talk to him, and so for my family.


Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081120, 0855pm
Rach in very tiring mood

i juz wanna blogging wen working

blow me meh~?

hahaha

USJ, Malaysia
20081118, 0533pm
Rach in later still hv to meeting mood :(

Sunday, the working day

Sunday 5.30am - off my alarm, get up, and went to assignment *still yawning*

That's Batik Fun Walk charity event that held in 1 Utama, yea is meaningful, yet tiring

5 smth in the early morning, am alone on the way to 1 Utama

only my hubby kelisa in the whole carpark

and only Cookie sending me off.

life is tiring.. once i thinking of the next week appointments.. another week for no off day :(, goin to spend the weekend in klang.... for working! damn.. i really miss the time in UK, although i was alone, but i'm free..

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081116, 1242pm

Rach in tiring mood

link to Ivan please~

came back from yam cha with Elaine and Eva, although this is not the 1st time yam cha since i came back from Liverpool, but this is the 1st photos snapping sections. Eva wanted to update her frenster's photo badly, so, she need my phone.

she said this is cute (she means she's the one cute ONLY)

random one (ok la i admit i love this photo also la)

am suppose to go to sleep coz tmr i have to wake up like 5 am and rush to Batik Fun Walk event that organized by my company, i need to work even in Sunday :'(!!! since i hv all those photos and Eva want it so badly, i decided to online and upload for her 1st, and accidently i click to Ivan blog and hurrrayyy!!! the laziest one finally upload his blog! and finally i can link to his blog then i no need to blog bout the europe trip lo (wait, who the one lazy now? hehe..)

http://jingonline.tumblr.com/ link to his blog, the 15th Nov is bout Museum of Liverpool. And ok la.. the "Kiba", "Giant Butterfly" & "cousin of Ju-on" are me ALTHOUGH i never admit i am, juz in case u guyz dunno who did he mentioned on his blog.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081115, 1155pm

Rach in tmr dunno want to go to work mood.

Update

Yes. I'm lazy, so what?

the traffic jam

the way home after meeting ended by 12am

the desk

the way to assignments

the event / press conference that i had in-charge

and still has A LOT OF things i cant finish tell in my blog, those are my random pictures that i snap by my phone, there are only 10% of my work in only ONE MONTH~!

so can u forgive for my lazyness now?

p/s: link to http://pinkporkchop.blogspot.com/ for the LJMU gatherine

Kepong, Malaysia
20081115, 0835

Rach in bz mood

So?

I beh song~!!!!!!!!

i don't want to tell more, i don't want this shitty man appear in my blog

That's all

USJ, Malaysia
20081103, 0820pm
Rach in wanna kill ppl mood

3rd entry in a single day

LingLing, Keyba (Me), 啊棗, Hua Tai Tai, KuChiMind (PPC)

missing old day..... and my HAIR~!!!!!
gosh i'm feel regret to chop my hair down... :(

i must b sot jor, 3 entries per day. The purpose of this blog is ACTUALLY to greet 啊棗 to become new blogger, but then i cant even search one pic that took with her, i only found this and make me recall the good old day. So decided to post this on and i wanna ask u........ 啊棗 u say la, is it u curi-curi beh song me, why tak dah take picture with me har! >,<

(5 minutes later)...

*deep breath* i miss u all girls.. i miss the old days.. muarck ~~ thanks for giving me such good memory :)

and i don't know why i feel this

This is what i feel exactly NOW

Don't ask me why, i don't know either

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081102, 0955pm
Rach in not happy mood

GBA & Stupid Indians

Went to Genting Highland for an event last Friday. It was my 1st big event, which is Golden Bull Award..

All i can say is super duper tired and of course, i learned a lot in the event, i feel like lazy to tell the detail, go and read the paper by saturday, most of the paper and tv station covered this news.

So my boss offered us to stay in 1st world hotel for 2 nights, but most of us choose to only stay for a night, and come back to usj by saturday morning.

I'm didn't sleep well in the 2 days of the event, coz really really bz and hv a lot of jobs coming up after the end of the event, i planned to sleep early by saturday night, but finally went out to meet Sun and chit chating till 1am smth, go home and sleep at like 2 am smth i guess.. and... the sunday morning, wen i still in my sweet dream, suddenly.....

p/s: i'm advise u to not max the volume before watch this video..

The accident juz happened on the road beside my home man! is only 6 smth in the beautiful sunday morning! Giler punya indian drive wen drank, damn it! i cant sleep anymore once i wake :(

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20081102, 0811pm
Rach in wanna sleep mood