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Don't surprise if you found some of my posts missing, yea i deleted it.

Not because of i feel guilty, not because of that aren't true, not because i afraid of him, just because i want to delete it, as i wish to delete this person in my life. I want to get over from all these, i want to end it.

I ask nothing, i just want to be alone, leave me alone and i'll be fine, soon.

Keith: I hate you to do such thing behind me, you have no different with set me up, you're not helping me, you're just trying to mess thing up. Do respect my choice, if you really know me, you should understand me. You shouldn't do this and tell me, you do this all because of me! If i want to be dumb then just let me be! I never want my friend to hurt someone because of me. Keith, you leave me alone, i really don't feel want to talk to you at this moment. Just leave me alone.

Megan: I know you're part of it, don't try to tell me anything about him, i will hate you as well.

Kristy Lim: I never met you before, i don't know why were you doing all this. I mean.. i knew it, that's why i made my choice and give it up, i never want thing goes to this way. I want to let it over. Yes i'm a loser, but i feel better to become a loser, can you and Keith just stop bugging me?

I don't feel like blogging at all especially at this moment. All i want is flood by my works, till i cant breath.

Sasha.Jonathan.Eva.Steven.Zoe.Jennifer.Kuan.Wayne.Woon.Crystal.Tong.Tania.Chai.KarKar. Joshua.

When i look back these days in the future, i will never forget you guys here for me, hold me on, sad for me, spent time with me, spoke to me, listening to me, wiped my tears, brought me out, made me smile, called me up to make sure i'm still alive.

Especially you Steven, thanks alot buddy, thanks alot alot.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20090429, 0852pm
Rach promises will come back with a lot of happy face photos, she makes her pledge.

Bye-bye Foldy :'(

hmm.. girls like camwhoring, i'm an ordinary girl, so i love taking photo with my phone. Anywhere, anytime, with anyone...

this is the random shot i took in my office wash room.

with my new born baby Nokia 6600 fold. I just love the quality of photo taken by my new photos, its made me like a photo-taking-crazy ever since i bought him..

but....

I DROPPED IT YESTERDAY!!!!

this made me sad.. very very upset.. of course for the 2 months new baby, but i actually care the contacts, photos and messages more! I tried to sent texted message to my phone, that i don't mind to pay for getting my phone back, just please GIVE IT BACK TO ME!!!!

yet the whole day i got no response.. then i know the bastard who took my phone probably thrown my sim away and owned my baby foldy :'(...

the worst is.. i didn't managed to get back my old number because it was registered under Jimmy's name, he helped me got this number before i got back from UK, of course if he wanted to got the number he has to register first, he did remind me to change the registration name if i'm free but i'm just way too lazy :'(, my fault no. 2.

now Jim is busy working and so am i, i had decided to gave up on the old number, and got another new one, of course i lost all the contacts numbers. So friends please drop me messages in msn, i will reply with my new number.

and guess what.. the mobile number settled, follow with the phone.. just don't ask me why i would got this phone..

yea.. this is SE w980.

it was my dream phone actually, with the build in 8G memory and the luxury touch screen are really attracted me. Just the point of price, when i was decided to change my SE Z520i, W980 was far expensive than Nokia 6600 fold. So i chose Nokia because of the cheaper price, and also try on other brands mobile phone. Everyone telling me that i have no fate with Nokia, i should just go back to SE, and finally, yea i with SE now.. aihh.. i too moody to construct the sentences.. of course i'm happy to got my dream phone on hand but er... i still miss Foldy anyway..

Foldy.. please forgive the clumsy mommy, i just hope you're fine now, and the new owner is treating you far carefully and good than me do *sob sob*.

and SE w980, i don't know what name i should give you yet, but i hope you will serve me good, although i kind of not sactified with the quality of photo, but still you're cool. Welcome to be my 5th child.

20090416, 1103om

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
Rach in sighing mood.

Lost and not found =(

now is 3.10am, and i'm awake.

i trying to make this as a long blog, but i'm actually not in the mood, i just lost my baby nokia 6600 fold yesterday morning :(

this mada me sad, although the brand new Sony Ericson W980 is on my hand now. Just don't ask me to storied why i got the new phone and how i actually lost my baby 6600, i'm trying to not recall :(.

and yea, i lost my number as well, i went to report the lost in maxis center but i forgot this number was registered under Jimmy's name, he is way busy working and we need to appear together for changing the registration name, i don't think this can be done in one day time, so i got another new number. Friends please msn me your number, offline or online, i need to get back all the contacts.

Rach's msn: ys_chew@hotmail.com
*i don't approve anyone, so please let me know before you add me.*

bye my baby nokia 6600 fold *sob sob*



Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20090416, 0322am
Rach in missing her baby mood

collection

"we're stepping into the 3rd months dear =)"
"you know i'm happy too right, we can endure the long distance relationship."
"yea.. if this is real."
"huh?"


yea, if this is real.



Rach is working, and this is 0743am.



Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20090415, 0744am
Rach in thinkin what to ask in the interview later mood

the memory

"i want to be with you."
"...."
"stay here with me, dear."
"...."
"i love you. Never had a girl give me such feeling."

=)


i'm trying to collect and recall all the memories. All..

Blog when working

2 things suddenly come to my mind

First
Happy Birthday for my dearest Greeny! i love you so much Greeny baby! Thanks for being here with me darling.

and yea.. Greeny is my laptop =D, and of course, I STILL LOVE HIM.


Second
I forgot right after i wrote the first one.


go back to work now, ciao.



20090413, 0428pm
USJ, Malaysia
Rach in wondering what's the no. 2 mood.

SmartKids exhibition 2009

SmartKids is one of the main exhibition of my company, although i'm not under the event line, but all of us have to help out for this big event. Yes, including a journalist, like me.

Can you imagine like 3 thousand of kids coming to you? yes i do love kids, i love to be with them because they're just so sweet, sometimes. I was thinking to bring Kar Kar, Joshua, Anthony all them to join this event, too bad Madam Chin not managed to get enough people for watching out all those kids. Kids are disappointed of course, so i got back lot of goody stuff although i'm broke! (Sept if you're actually reading my blog, please keep this as secret ya, or the kids will keep bugging me! Thanks!).

I'm just too lazy to descript how horrible of those kids, i'll continue my blog with photo, and long captions. Yes, i'm Rachel, and i'm such a lazy bug.

This is lovely! If you cant see clear what's on my hand, its actually my name with blink blink pink and silver color pen, and this is actually for KIDS only! i'm cheeky, i told them i'm 16 years old although i was with my sharpe yellow organizer t-shirt, and my organizer tag. Muahahahaha, thanks Kelvin, the owner of the kids tattoo painiting for the free painting. <3 align="center">

a random shot

Art Yeo is a monster~ Lalalala~

Crystal and Me

He was trying to hug me, muahaha

Awww, puppet show!

Little fireman, damn cute la! >,<

The fairy tale hall

FULL OF KIDS! WTH!

Awww, monsters! Yelling, shouting, crying, running, talking, jumping!

Finally, 200++ of school children got their place and ready for the group photos.

If you're following my blog, you should sense i'm not in good mood this few days. But friends, don't worry, i know what to do and what should i do the next.

Thankful to Sasha especially, he made my day and motivate me with the India trip offer.

KC, the ex-bf offer for the jogoya.

Keith the half Australian offer the free makan, tidur, main dan buli if i want to go to Australia.

Cookie the doggie waiting no matter how late the 2 jie jie coming back home.

Mommy and Babby calls for reminding me to eat on time.

Danny available for me all the time

Jon the one who willing to see my ugly crying face when i discovered the fact, and hold me on.

Eva the one suffered my bad temper and let me release my sadness fully

Elaine the cousin spending her precious time for me.

Kids, thanks for cheer me up =)

Thanks everyone, i have you guys still =).



Aww.. i forget the video i took in the exhibition. The focus ain't the crowd, but JASON PHANG!

Jason: Rachel???!!!!
Me: Ei!!!! you... you.. (i know i knew him, but i forgot his name!)
Jason: How come you're here, you part time meh?!
Me: I'm in this company la. Why you're here?!
Pey Ying: He said you're his senior wor. You guys went to same college and UK right?
Me: WTH! He's OLDER ok! You see his uncle face!
Jason: Muahahahahahahaha

i don't plan to take Dez (my colleague, the one showing peace) and Jason, just that they suddenly appear, i have no choice only :P.

conversation

"hehe, do you want to own the same room in my apartment? :P"
"no, but i want to have a puppy in your apartment!"
"hehe, ok dear. Puppy, and you."
"can i named the puppy as muffin but not killer, can i?"
"yes of course =), anything you wish to baby."


how i wish the dream come true.

kill me

I really wish you could see the pain in my soul

"Dear, i'm not giving promises, but pledges. Trust me, i love you."
kill me, someone, please.

I feel F*CKED UP right now

April fool

April fool :P!

Case No. 1 - 0830am *SMS*
Me: Megan, i on leave today, don't you said you miss me? Movie?
Megan: Cant la, rushing my thesis ni..
Me: awww.. ok.. aihh..
Megan: sound upset ni you, you k?
Me: not really.. uhh.. i think i get fired edy la.. aihh..
Megan: WHAT?! ok dear, we meet up k? where and what time? do you need me to pick you up?
Me: uhmm.. okay.. can you come to my office then?
Megan: er?
Me: Coz today is April Fool! I love you Meg, muarck muarck muarck..

and she didn't reply me at all.. muahahaha. Happy April Fool Megan!

Case No.2 - 1030am *MSN*
Me: Chris
Chris: yes baby?
Me: I got something to tell you.
Chris: yeah?
Me: hmm.. i think we are more suitable to be friend.. I'm sorry.
Chris: what?! what's wrong? why suddenly said this?
Me: i just feel like.. be friend better.. sorry Chris
Chris: dear, can you wait me to come back by this 17th? i don't want settle this on net, please.
Me: ...
Chris: we were good yesterday still, why dear?
Me: because yesterday wasn't April Fool, that's why xD.
Chris: damnnnnnnnnnnnn! you SCARED me! not fair!
Me: muahahahaha..

Then he said he'll kena me back when he come back in this 17th >,<..

Case No.3 - 0730pm *face to face*
Me: uhhh.. Babby..
Dad: what?
Me: i lost my phone..
Dad: WHAT?!
Me: i guess i dropped it somewhere in KLCC, i went there for assignment just now..
Dad: how can! do you try to call your phone?
Me: i did, its off...
Dad: good lo, change new one.
Me: i poor oo.. salary haven't out yet oo...
Dad: so?
Me: so....
Dad: aihh.. *he get up from sofa, and walk to his working desk*
Dad: na.. give you la, new one

and that's my phone -.-"

Me: yerrrr! how can you like that one!
Dad: you stupid, just now i edy saw your phone charging with my charger there. You want fool me also make sure your phone keep nice nice ma.. April fool ma, i don't know meh?
Me: blerkkkkkkk, i stupid because you born me stupid, so you even stupid~!
Dad: muahahaha, i win this time.


end of story, thank you for supporting bullshit blog once again.




Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20090401, 0905pm
Rach in April fool mood.