Last day

Has been 1 and half year i'm with Business and Financial Magazine.

To become a journalism is my dream since i was young, just i never thought i would became a business journalist, and worked with a magazine firm instead of press.

But this job gave me more than what i expected, say like opportunities and brought me to met a lot of amazing people, discovered a lot of truth in business sector.

I'm not a lovely person, i'm not born to be. I always knew i have problem in dealing with people, this made failed to maintain a good relationship with news room.

Yet i always be thankful to my boss, who be superb patient with my attitude and my style of writing, i knew i bring them a lot of worriness and trouble, but they never gave me up, they want me to stay and really tend to train me up.

But i dissapointed them, career and life, i choose the 2nd one.

19 March, 2010 is my last day to be the business journalist with Business & Financial Magazine.

I felt regret to not taken any photos with my colleague in the news room, photos below has no chance to tell how cute and nice of my colleague. But thanks for the card, and the present, which i never ever expected.

If anyone of you all who's reading this, i truly thanks B&F has gave me a chance to be a member of your team, throughout this 1 and half years i learned more than the 4 years of my college and university life. Except thank you, i cant think of any other word. =)

Alright, little description about the below photos. I took the below with colleague in Trademal, another company under the same holding company. Compare with my news room, i'm closer with them more, well i just can say maybe we're not working together, our friendship builded despite work issue.

Ah Chai, the one who always shared me good songs.

Lun Qiao, the one who always stand by my side.

William, the one who bring me so much fun

I actually try to take photo with my news room collegue, but Friday was the events everywhere day, my consultant editor went to Taiwan, 2 colleague went out for assignment, the rest was hiding in the meeting room for the next event.

So, the news room is real empty, with my messy desk.

"Big room" we called it

The blogger desk aka the rubbish desk

The blogger desk aka the rubbish desk


I've to pass out the laptop and access card to the office by the end of Friday, this make me feel sad for a while, yet i don't have too much time for the sad moment coz my cover story hasn't done yet! (Even now, haha)

Thus i hide in the room, which the news room called "article writing room", a special space design for the everyone who need some really silent space for rush out the article (I guess this is inspired by me, LOL).

Took by my colleague, they said like someone hanging herself in the room.

Business & Financial Magazine, the place that lead me to my dream

I leave the office for the last time around 730pm in Friday, the sun still hanging on the sky and i looked around the building, the shop and the people there, and i was thinking if not because of this job, i would never step in USJ. And this place gave me so much memory, so many thing to learn, and so many experience that definately had colored part of my life.

Goodbye, and thanks to let me fly with your blessing.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100320, 0442pm
Rach in masking mood.

Rainbow ballons

This post dedicate to someone special for me.

Thanks God for letting me to meet you, loved by you and hurt by you. You're the one who growth with me, and seeing me turn to be who i am today.

Never forget those unforgetable birthday you spent with me, i always though to give you something special after every birthday plans you planned for me, but i never had the chance to celebrate any one of your birthday in the past 5 years.

Until today.

I'm glad that we both understand how far can we go, and glad that we both to be more mature, and glad that you allow me to celebrate your 24 years old birthday, before we separate again, to UK and New Zealand.

Sadly, this is the first time for me to celebrating your birthday, and probably the last time.

I try to plan it well, i try to give you an unforgetable birthday, as you did. Yet i knew this is not the prefect birthday plan, but i do it with my heart, the heart of the closest friend of you.

And i realize..

Nothing is actually better than a sincere wishes, and a sincere hug.

I wish you happy birthday, KC. =)

May you have the great year ahead, all the best in your further study in UK.

I will miss you, really.

=)

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100316, 1114pm

Rach in wishing everyone who loved me with their heart all the best.

内有玄机之掀开苍疤篇

我的自尊向来就比我的生命重要，

因为我是一个极其自卑的人。

我不要求一切在我掌握之中，

只但求舒服自在生活，有爱我的家人，有了解我的朋友，

远离一切想伤害我、以及我的自尊的人，

恬意地

快乐地过日子。

所以

当你发觉本来是给你安全感的匕首，突然往照顾地小心翼翼的自尊心刺下，

不只是痛

也是失望

是意想不到

是自尊外伤的同时

也在内伤

总得来说，杀了我还比较好一些

我没有要抱怨

也没有激动

毕竟过了2个多月，心情沉淀得可以拿放大镜看内心，看回那苍疤

只是想要详细描述我之前一碰就会泪如泉涌的感受

然后

疑问来了

怎么，我做了那么多，在你情绪不对的时候，可以忘却一切，把我当作仇人一般攻击?

只是，我也很气，但我还分得清你是朋友，不是敌人，我没有省略你的存在，我面对，因为你值得。

然而，你仿佛只愿意把我的缺点不断地放大，再放大，大到你只愿让别人看见，我的缺点就是我的全部。

我也不在乎。

气在上头嘛，谁不会？

但是，为什么你还嫌不够？要拿刀捅我，呢？

不是心脏，而是我的自尊心，我对你的信任，噢？

你介意，你受委屈了，你没有告诉我。

我觉得你介意，我觉得你受委屈了，我要你告诉我，你也没有要告诉我。

甚至，我记得你说过：“我不爽我会讲”

讲，讲大话的讲。

然后收收埋埋，一次过大条道理的爆出来。

没有错啊，

我是有要你出来陪我啊，

我是有尝试让你陪我吃肉啊，

我是有大声喊骂你啊，

我是有删了你的facebook啊，

我是有做过一切你所说的啊，

所以我面对，我承认，我道歉。

但是在你高喊：

Rachel逼我出来陪他！

你记得我都有问：你有空吗？你真的可以吗？你会累吗？你要睡觉吗?

Rachel 逼我陪他吃肉啊！

你记得我都有问：你要多叫其他蔬菜吗？我的生日去吃素好不好？不可以吃这个，不是素！

Rachel 大声喊骂我啊！

你记得我都有问：我很过分吗？你要回家吗？你不用陪我也可以哦。

Rachel删了我的facebook啊！

你记得我都有问：我没有告诉你为什么吗？还是你特地忽略它？好让我更像一个负心人呢？

不要反驳你没有做过哦！

这些伤害，难道不及我给你的吗？

然而你为你做过，作了些什么？

你只要我改掉我的个性。

所以

我操你

原谅我必须骂这一句

但是就算你是天皇老子

我也照操你天皇老子的超鸡巴

别说你从来没有想到我是你口中的如此暴躁、坏脾气、恶毒、霸道、强权、伤天害理事做尽。

我从还没出生就是这个样，全世界人类都知道

我顶天立地，我没有掩饰过半分。

提醒你：

是我帮你改变形象，

是我接送无数次，

是我策划每一次出游，

是我呕心沥血为你做过无数次大大小小的事，

我一句都没有解释，

要看你何时才会恢复记忆，把我的好处穿插在被你无限放大的缺点中。

但是没有，

有的只是你要我改掉我的character

所以，还是那一句

我操你

哦，忘了，你都不记得了，都，不记得了这些。

值得原谅啊，她都忘了嘛，还怨什么怨，呢？

或许，你不知，我和她的感情有隔膜了，

23年的感情，多亏你，有一层隔膜了，

不再频频出来，不再无话不说，

不是她的错，是我。

我失去了对人的信心。

你对我说的什么等我，什么我还是有地位的，

告诉你，在我眼中一点分量都没有。

你的谎、你的言，把一切信任都化为乌有了。

别说你不知道，别说你没有想到，

我的信任，和自尊，都是你亲手捏碎的。

所以啊，

你又可以再show委屈了咧！唱吧！为我的名字再沾上污点吧！

然后，

给回你，

Good luck and all the best.

不是虚的，是真的，

真如我从以前，到现在一般的真。

I went wet

Another weekend runaway, mini one.

Follow Babby Bear to go to his project site, in Ulu Langat.

For Babby, for the owner and for me this is very special project. The owners were a malay couple, hubby is a doctor while wife is a professor in UM, and the hubby's mum is a partner of a property investment company.

3 of them were searching a dream house of 'em for past few year. Ain't fancy house with euro style. But very traditional Malay house.

They don't want to build a house up, but they looking for some really old house that worth to be keep.

They're Babby's client aka friends, Babby too keep an eye of this kind of houses for them, and finally Babby found a very traditional house with 70 years old, which goin to be remove soon by government for highway build.

So Babby bring them to have a look, and they love the house in first sign, so they bought the house, with 8k.

But this house is far from KL, so they decided to move the house to their own land in Ulu Langat.

Move, like how?

They ask help from Babby, measure the size and make marks on every single pieces of the woods, then remove it one by one, and "move" the whole house to the new place.

This is a challenge, old woods are fragile, and the size must me very accurate, because this house doesn't use any single nail!

Babby took this project not for money, for his friend's dream house, and for his own profile.

And i touched by this family for not giving up in searching and building their dream house. I proud with Babby, not only because of took the challenge, but in helping his client as his friend, building the other people dream house as building his =).


The house builded beside a river, in a very peaceful village with a lot of fruit trees planted around. I just simply love the environment.


The river is unbelieveable clean and clear, a lot of village kids spend their hot afternoon time in the river, with joy and fun.

Those kids caught me while i took their photos, being a city people i feel shy at first, but soon they asked me to join, i quickly thrown Xiao P aside and jump in to the cool river, just enjoy the natural.

A while later kids' mum yelled them for lunch, so i said goodbye and claim up to the land, while Babby still meeting with the owner. I walked around to get something to capture, then i found this..

Grow by the labor of Babby who building this house up.

The first time for me to capture bird/chicken with Xiao P, of course i don't go too close, i just zoom in and the effect is not bad at all.

I specially love the color, although the last 2 photos of chick is a little too bright, but hey, as for Xiao P standard, i consider this is not bad at all.

I used to end the post with my own photos, but there is no mirror and i tried to self capture with Xiao P, i look exactly like a pig. So on the way back, i saw this lotus, zoom in and took a quick shoot.

And this is one of my favor too.

Ok i clear the blog!! now work.. =.=

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20100312, 0843am

Rach in working mood.

Another weekend runaway

Will be super less word, 'cause i have only 10 minutes for this.

Photos will be the main (yea i know all the entries so).

Went to PD & Malacca for 3D2N, weekend runaway when i realise the last last friday was public holiday! Heck i didn't know till i listened to the radio in thursday and the DJs roared that friday is public holiday!

No booking, no planning, only my car and i, and we headed to PD & Malacca.

Got myself a very comfortable room, with the balcony facing the sea and sunset! This is lucky as lot of visitor in the 3 days holiday.

Moved to Malacca the next days, visited those places that visitor should visit (I hate so but i had too little time). The luckiest is, i saw firework in the town, for celebrating don't know what.

Now the day photos come, just because of i lazy to re-arrange the photo sequence.

Ok i gonna ciao! Next post will be update soon!

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100311, 0920am

Rach in very rush mood.

Shake my body!

i do have some latest to update, say like the PD & Malacca trip, and the natural shooting by Xiao P.

But before all these, I gonna slot this post first, because today is..

Steven Teoh's Birthday!!!

I highly recommend Bubba Gump for the celebration, just for the sake of the yummy shrimp they serves!

Thanks Ms. Yong for her "good" focusing skill, almost all the photos taken by her is BLUR! Her hand shaked :S. Ok la i admit i throw Xiao P to her and i busy eating :P.

Ordered some good foods and drinks, chit-chating in the windy night, this make me feel comfortable and... HOT!

All because the drinks! I accidently ordered something with alcohol and i slurped damn fast. So my face be superb red and superb hot after half an hour..

The alcohal make me go nuts, so i started making noise, and i pulled a crew and tell him its Stev's birthday, want them to make him stand on the chair and shake his body :D.

And the team did! They urged Stev stand on the chair, want him sing us a song and say some few words, later they were singing like..

"Shake your body, shake shake your body"

He didn't shake, but i did, because i went nuts.

I took the video down, but too embarrased to put it here because i keep on shouting "Shake your body, shake shake your body" :D

Ok i know i damn paiseh but hell this is one of the way i realise my stress, blerkk.

Of course la, after the shake shake, Bubba Gump presented Stev a sundae. Not yummy but we were happy with the service.

Hey dude, never forget how you keep me comfort when i was down, and never forget how many time you spent on me. I wish you have a good year ahead, although Sun and I will not be by your side physically in this whole year, but hey, our friendship will never end.

Happy birthday and i really happy to be your friend.

Steven & The Blogger @ 2010

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100308, 0948pm
Rach in shake shake body mood :D.

My hubby got beat up!!!!

Sorry for the late update, yea i'm busy as usual. Especially these few weeks, i gonna rush up a bit since i'm leaving in 2 weeks time, plus, the streamyx at home buat hal la.. i wanted to update sometime but somehow the connection is extremely not stable. Made complain for 3 times and its just same, anyone any suggest on the broadband service???

Ok, instead of posting Xiao P photos (I got enough in those previous entries la, and Mickey is soooo jealous, i assume XD), I dig out the random photos taken by Xiao P, and later i found something that can update pun (I was so blank before i come to blog.)

His running freely day

I love this, natural.

So the other day i went out with KC for movie, we went to the Curve but we decided to park my car in Cineleisure, thought that will be more convenience to take my car after movie.

So we go through the entry, got the parking token, and KC drive through with normal speed, and suddenly, the block cames down and hit on my hubby!!!!!!!!!!

The security came and the first question they asked is "Bagaimana you langgar ni?!" with very bad tone! Then KC shouted back "Go back and watch the CCTV before shout the shit out man!"

So we move the car and follow them to the office, they play the record and found the censor went wrong, so they willing to pay back the polish fees for us to settle this matter, but somehow the mood spoil la.

I'm not happy with the attitude of the security at first, but later ok coz one of the stuff named Sree (he looks like Mr. Bean! The look and voice man!) really help us to fight for the claim (WTH i should get all the claim back what!), and once again Cineleisure gave another bad experience to me :S.

Ok i goin to work. Mickey don't angry har, i upload your photos liao :D.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100306, 1025am
Rach in another 21 days to leave M'sia mood