Annoucement.

Yes, something happen.

You're not goin see me in facebook, nor msn.

Or blog.

At least, I don't think i will blog as frequent as last time in short future.

I'm just not ready to communicate with human yet.

Sorry but i will be back.



Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100127, 1019am
Rach in being betrayed mood.

Just across my mind

我仿佛有种错觉，觉得我像是电影中的那高傲独立没有人缘的女主角。

穿着高跟鞋和套裙一边把那该死的20张大纸皮塞进我的小车中，手指不小心让锋利的纸皮割伤，不痛，但流血了。

我下意识的甩了甩手，舔了指头上的血，继续搬纸皮。

警卫看着我，或许有想帮我的意思，但却只帮我扶着购物车，看着我搬。

搬完，关车门，抬头。

“Thank you, good day.”

我既然对孟加拉警卫装起洋人来了。

开车门，跨上车，开车。

“一个人也没有什么是办不到的”

我或许不是女主角，但是我是高傲独立没有人缘的。

Officially Announcement

First, i'm not in good mood.

What's it about i don't want to mention over again, it only make my mood worse.

I browse through my photo album in my computer and my phone, i have nothing much to blog recently. Only thing is i done my deadline, so i officially free from magazine task, the event task is following.

But i realise i forgot to official annouce, that my working holiday visa to New Zealand is APPROVED!

Being busy for my assignment, event, article and the preparation to New Zealand those whole 2 weeks.

So what had confirmed is my flight, leaving Malaysia by 27 of March, 2010, hell early in the damn morning. I just have no choice, very limited budget.

First take Air Asia to Singapore Changi Airport, later take Qantas Airlines to Auckland, will stop in Melbourne and Wellington in between. Total 20 over hours of flight. Hahaha.

First stop in Auckland, later to Bay of Plenty to be seasonal stuff in the kiwi farm! Hardwork first then holiday follow, go around of the whole country before visa expired, later to Korea and Japan (if i still have budget, and i could solve the problem of visa application).

Sun might go back after that, but i think i will continue my journey to India, or maybe few Asia countries.

Sound interesting? Yea it is! I promise will keep my readers update bout my life in New Zealand, at least once a week, i just not sure if there have any internet connection.

Anyway wish me luck friends! Although lot to prepare still, but this is the happiest planning that i had ever done :-)

I'm going to live my life with the way i wanted soon.

Hey, don't give reasons to stop yourself chasing your dream, if it was your dream, you won't stopped by even thousand of reasons.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100116, 1117pm
Rach in feeling empty in the inside mood.

Pudding and the new year eve

I hate by starting my post with FINALLY!!

But yea..

FINALLY!!!

I'm really really really busy with my work in last whole month, what is it about i don't want to mention, you guys don't want to read my complaning either.

Ok as mentioned, i will post bout the return of Pudding and the new year eve event.

So i combined, for easier reading (ok, i malas to make 2 posts)

So first, the return of monster Pudding :D

This taken in the last day he stayed in animal clinic, not vomit for 2 days, start eating, energetic, so the vet said he may go home, but in the coming whole week no outing, no tricks, no meat, only egg and glucose with water.


This is Pudding in the 8th days he got home. He is extremely bubbly althought the 1st 3 days he still vomited a little la. But phew, he's so fine right now.

And thanks a lot for those wished Pudding to get well soon, and for those who hold me in he hell 3 weeks when Pudding in seriously sickness.

Thanks Zoe, Jenn, Griza, Elaine, Eva, Ammy, William, Terrance, Art Yeo, Tania, Mr. Yeo, Sun, Steven, Andrew, Sasha, Jonathan and KC.

Thanks very very much for your supporting :).

Ok 2nd!

The new year eve party!!


I forgotten what was the original plan for my new year eve party, but i ended up spend the whole night with Sun, Steven and Sun's friend, Joseph, at her home for a small party.

But Sun and Joseph were in work so we met up only after 10pm. Before the meeting, Steven and I went to shop for some junk foods and a God damn good champage.


BUT!

Once we reached Sun's home, buncha of people in her home, all her relatives and sis's friends, so we hide in her multi-purpose aka entertainment room, with all the junk food and drinks inside.

But actually we have nothing to do except waiting for the count down moment. Sun trying to us some card or something like that to kill times. Then, she found mahjong :D.

I know how to play mahjong, but i'm not really remember, but hell yea i played at the end.

and BUT!!

We don't have a mahjong table, people outside occupied it, so we searched around to find a suitabl surface for the mahjong game.

and guess what, we found only lunggage XD!



Unbelievable? Believe it :D

If you think this is the funniest part of the whole new year eve party, wait until you see the photo below.

I swear, this is not some kind of chinese alcohol, this is the champage i bought!!!!

Sun said, all the glasses outside, we use mangkuk la!

Hell, mangkuk! This make me remember of Iqbal, mangkuk was his favor quote :D.

I said this, like sembahyang la. Like we're going to pour the champage on the floor, and said, rest in peace brother XD.

Sun

Steven

Joseph

The blogger

The party ended by 3am, i was like sleeping when driving home.

But thanks buddies for the great time. All the best in new year friends =)

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100110, 0437pm
Rach in hungry mood.

Only 4% of the world

visited 9 states (4%)

World is big, life is short.
Open the door, and see the world.

New Zealand, here i come.

世界很大，生命很短。
打开门，看世界。

纽西兰，我来了。

USJ, Malaysia

20100107, 1144am
Rach in goin out from malaysia mood.

我求你

你不需要日日夜夜想念
我却需要你无时无刻的关心

你不稀罕报平安的讯息
我却为你的无声无息闹失眠

你不必要爱你的证明
我却渴望你能多给我爱的信心

你不重视陪伴在侧的力量
在我最需要你聆听陪伴的时候

这让我不了解
你所谓的爱情是长什么样子
所以我只有委曲求全 让我的爱情整容

我不介意放慢脚步 也不介意转换跑道
只要无论什么时候你都是紧牵我的手

你知道吗？
有些事情
只要你肯顺着我的任性
为我放弃一夜的时间
我就愿意给你我一辈子的乖巧
顺着你爱情的模样 勾出爱情蓝图

有些时候
只要你肯配合我的脾气
多拨一次我故意不接的电话
我就愿意当作若无其事
顺着你言语的心情 调整我们对话的方式

有些东西
只要你抓紧时机
就算不能整夜相陪
三分钟安慰就足够让我撑过整夜
安静的等你拥抱 就算是一百年也不在意

我没忘记你给的爱
我也没忘记你给的时间
只是你更让我感觉虚无缥缈
更让我感觉我可有可无的存在感

如果你其实是恨我的
为什么你...
不干脆杀了我
让我断气
断情
断了所有的错

我让重新投胎 洗掉记忆
让我忘了悲哀 勇敢再爱
让我忘了你 彻彻底底地
永永远远地
把你擦掉
涂掉
消灭掉
假装你重来没有出现过
当作是你最后的体贴
当作是你付那无数眼泪的帐
当作是你仁慈放生
当作是我最卑微的请求

你
可不可以选择
爱我
或
放过我

我求你

别无选择

有时候
我会想把心一划 撤了部落格的背景音乐
不再让它冷不胜防地谋杀我的快乐

只是
当想到深夜的麦当劳里
纵使周边纷纷绕绕 我们却安静地相对而坐
而你用这乐为钥匙 允我听见你的思路起
我便入了魔 着了迷
让麦当劳、细雨、音乐、你和我
连成一条思念的线

所以
为了包庇这条线 我缩回这个该死地念头
让这个背景音乐继续不按时地谋杀我的快乐

我从来就清楚
快乐是爱情的牺牲品
而爱情是必需品

Love is like a flower
Once you pick it, it slowly dies
爱情就像一朵鲜花
当你把它给摘了，它就会慢慢枯萎

我知道

但

我其实别无选择

不是吗？

Changing status (shy)

Ah ha! Prank you guys!

Neh i'm not go in to relationship or get marry XD.

Before i tell you why i hope my status get to change, check the Terima Kasih post, i just got it update 2 minute ago.

This post just to remind myself what to post:
1. The new offices and my very own space
2. The Deliciously 1Malaysia Food fair, and the 5-Star Halal Bak Kut Teh
3. The return of the monster Pudding!
4. The white square (?) New Year Eve
5. The 2010 first dinner!

Will post all these in short while, at least i HOPE :D.

Before that, today is 2010, 1st of Jan. And this is the date i so waited since mid of 2009.


I submit and pay in exactly of 20100101, 0000am.

God bless me, friends pray for status change from "Pending" to "Accepted"!!!!!!!!

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia
20100101, 0156pm
Rach in keep checking the status mood.