Awww~

Can you see how short of my hair?!!!

first of all, the pic has nth to do with this blog, just want to upload and show, that all.

Am too far to "cute", in fact i have never be "cute" before maybe.

kinda weird to start my update with this, just because i read some little girls blog, found their blogging ways are cute, like kids writing fairy tales story. Am not trying to hints they are "childish" but.. ahemm...

readers, this gonna be a bullshit blog, if u r in rush better skip this entry, i promise i will blog smth normal in the coming blog ok?

i was recall one of the assignment that i had done in my university life (gosh, i still not used to describe like this), the topic was regarding is blogging reflect to the reality life of the blogger, which means is that what the blogger blogging in the internet is as same as what they are thinking in their heart, blog anything and everything without hiding.

i still remember how hard were i to find lot of supporting articles and journals to support my argument, i stand to "yes, what the blogger blog is what they think". I was pretty happy with my works and i argued it from the writing style and emo points of view.

but now, am going to stand on "no", coz i cant write what i feel at this moment, i worry my friends will notices who i try to mention, and influencing my reality social groups. Damn it, academic works is not work in reality, remember it.

i cant tell what made my mood down, but i am down now... or... hmm... feel uncomfortable, worrying i over confidence on my capacity again.

no worry, the problem is not from my work, i pretty happy with my work now, although rushing and busying all the time, but overall this is what i wanting for 22 years, and now i have a job that i love, i have my family and friends there for me, i shouldn't complaint much actually.

I blog for almost 2 years i guess. I started to blog for my ex, for my industry training, for my darkest part of my life so far, the pieces of blogs something make me down although all past, so that i decided to moving home to blogspot, and blog for my life in Liverpool.

And now, i done my degree, i achieved my backpacking dream, and suddenly, i feel like dunno what to blog. I guess this is the reason why i updated rarely recently.

Till yesterday, is a beautiful Sunday, i was assignned to interview Sinma Group's CEO somewhere in Subang. Although it was my offday, but i have to go anyway, it is my job.

Can meet a lot of people from different groups is the best part to being a reporter. During this 2 weeks, i met the rich one (CEOssss), foreigners (Ang Mo and Japanese CEOssss), ministers (Ong Tee Keat, right before he won the election! i bring him luck lo i dun care~ hahaha)

of course lot of senior-senior sekalian in my fields, each of them are senior than me, kena bully also cant complaint, this is the rule of the society.. and luckily, most of the seniors, including my boss are sayang me a lot instead.

mayb... i should start to blog smth about my assignments. As what my senior told me, each assignment has it story, each assignment is the record of my reporter journey.

Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

20081027, 0348pm
Rach in wanna change blog's content mood.